Hollllerrrrrrrr.
it turned out dark though, ;[.

speechless.

Now, I was one that actually was like blah to this whole Chris Brown & Rihanna thing, but after seeing this, SMFH. I would have never thought the damage to her would be that bad and she wants to get back with him ? Oh hell no, she may have sparked a fight but nothing could provoke a " grown man " to do something like this to a female. I hope things work out for the best, and that something like this doesn't happen to any of my or other people's loved ones. As for Chris, i'm absolutely disgusted. He's just as wack, boring and now horrible in my mind as he was before. Damn , this is just crazy.

be a good mistress and

Shut the fuck up !
Yes, she's the wife and you're just "my girl".
She gave the kitten you love to play with and of course I lied about it.
I wear the ring from her on my left hand, ring finger.
That's the queen of my throne, but you're beautiful too, yea.
Yea, I love you and care for you, and of course I'd do anything for you.
Except leave her or tell her, that you're in my bed almost every night and you hold me when things are feeling right.
I don't wanna be stressed by this or even have to worry about hearing this shit, so please I ask,
Be a good mistress and, shut the fuck up.

1228, never.

I wish my tears could speak.
They would say all the things I couldn't.
Like
I love you,
Why'd you leave me
How's your family
Can we be friends again
I'll never forget you
Was I meant to hurt like this
Will I ever love someone else.
If they could speak, maybe you'd love me again.
Maybe you'd know how I truly felt.
Or just maybe we'd still be nothing more to each other than a human being we used to know.

I always hated this day because its something special you share with someone else. I celebrated one year, that I could never have back. It hurts to know that the only person you loved so deeply, couldn't accept you as you are.

music, maybe.

On the real, Charles Hamilton - Lacey DuValle and Asher Roth - Cartoon Chick, have been keeping me amused for the past few days. They are some characters, truly. So I wonder, am i the only female who knows just about all the words to this nasty ass Trina song ? LOOK BACK AT ME, nigga waaat. On to this VDAY malarky, I will be having a nice ass oil bath thanks to myself. Yes, i can't stick to one subject and i don't think i ever could. Maybach Music, Rick Ross is an officer and he ain't shit. 50 so piped his baby-mother and that is also funny shit. I have nothing important to say cause i don't feel a need to fake intelligence. So i'm gonna type mad irrelevant shit cause i cannn ! One last thing, SMH @ this Chris Brown and Rihanna shit. Two obvious hot tempered people together will eventually become a fight and it's obvious who won this one. I'm not going to feel sad for her, cause I have no doubt they are both to blame for that. Now on to my song, which i will gurantee break your waistline to.

late night, should be sleep.

I've always taken pride in the little things i love about myself. My eyes are and always were one of those little things. They can stare through you or lure you in. Not any light blues or green hues but a beautiful, simple brown that shines. Almond shaped and big in my opinion, they may not be the perfect eyes to you, but shittttt they make me happy.